This post is going to be a quick one. Well, my life has been quite hectic for a few weeks now but good as well. My parents has been thinking about divorce for quite some time and I am worried. Not really about me if you are wondering...I am most worried about my little brother who is just 5 years old. He has yet to receive so much from my parents and them behaving this way is just so annoying. Mom has moved out of her room(which she shared with dad) and sleeps in the living room with little brother.
On the day when they quarreled two days ago, I had just returned home and my sister told me that mom was in the toilet. Oh Lord ! Dad was quietly sitting down on him bed and acting like nothing happened. I requested mom to come out but she did not. At least for the next 15 minutes. She was quiet and still in the toilet which lead to my imagination going wild !
When she finally came out, she said that she wanted a divorce and if her children(Reshma, Hangsa and I) were to support her then we will return to Nepal after everything has been settled. Broke my heart. There is no way that I am going here. Well, it's not really a terrible country but it's just that life is so different there and the people may look down on me. I cannot write Nepali well or even read it which give them a big advantage to bully me. Okay, back to the night.
My sister started acting up crying and blaming dad and the only thing I could do was to shut her up. I was there trying my best to not let even a single tear drop and she was there making me weak. Too bad, I can control myself. I explained to them why they should not divorce. I really tried my best but they could not agree with each other. Sigh. Dad even said that we should go Nepal with mom and study there. Oh please, I feel like they want to ruin my life. This sucks. Mom started sleeping in the living room and dad just slept in their room. We just went to our rooms. I could not sleep. Well, I have terrible sleep problem these days. It takes me an hour to sleep at night and I wake up quite a few times at night. Twisting and turning. I really wonder what will happen...
Anyways I have been going work with Niraj, Yaman, Bissu, Sandesh and Kausila recently. And those 4 boys from Saint Gabriel Secondary School, also known as Gabrielites are asking me to be friend with Bwitch again. Oh come on but they gave me really good deals that I had to let a try. :) Okay, I got to go now. I will update soon about what they said.
