Hello, Sewaro!
Today is 21 December 2015, 3 days away to a year I have stayed in Nepal. It's so weird how quickly time pass. So many things has happened and will happen. College is good. I have made so many new friends, even close ones and best thing is that we are going to be classmates for a year and half more. Half a year has already pass. It's so hard to believe. It does not even feel like I have attended college that much, but I have. We will be having our 2nd term examinations soon. So looking forward to score really well. :D
Anyways baby is here, in Nepal. I had not expected him to return this year itself but oh well, he is here! :D I have met him twice since he arrived on 14 December. He will be returning soon on Jan 4. I wish we never have to part. LDR is kinda difficult cause I really want him to be by my side. I want him to be here whenever I need him, I want him to be here to hug, hold, kiss me. All I want is him. I am just deeply in love with him and would never want to lose him. I am already here thinking about all the possibility of spending my entire life with him. I have to say that I never felt this way about anyone else before.
But here it goes, there is always ups and downs, always misunderstandings and jealousy in relationships, it's totally normal. And we had a huge quarrel regarding this matter where I almost lost him but we are fine now. It was all my fault, I always act in a childish way and unknowingly hurt people because of my stupid actions. But I will be more careful and think 100 times before doing something. I have a massive problem, I just do not think enough. I just do things how I like and it's just selfish. Oh well, it was a huge lesson for me though. I will not do anything stupid again that I lose my soulmate. I just got lucky, but honesty, I am thankful from the bottom of my heart that Md Rai came into my life. It just feels so good and safe with him. I love him, infinity and beyond, forever and ever. I am not sure when we are meeting again but it's either Thursday or Friday.
We have mufty day on Thursday, it's a day when students from our college raises 150 rupees each to donate to the charity. We organise Talent show for students to showcase their talents and have some fun. We even get to wear casuals and attend classes. Cool eh,
So that's all for today. I will be updating and uploading some pictures from cousin brother's wedding soon. They are beautiful *.* I have tons of homework to catch up on. Can you believe it's just Monday today? Long way to the weekends.
