Monday 21 December 2015

December already?!

Hello, Sewaro!

Today is 21 December 2015, 3 days away to a year I have stayed in Nepal. It's so weird how quickly time pass. So many things has happened and will happen. College is good. I have made so many new friends, even close ones and best thing is that we are going to be classmates for a year and half more. Half a year has already pass. It's so hard to believe. It does not even feel like I have attended college that much, but I have. We will be having our 2nd term examinations soon. So looking forward to score really well. :D
Anyways baby is here, in Nepal. I had not expected him to return this year itself but oh well, he is here! :D I have met him twice since he arrived on 14 December. He will be returning soon on Jan 4. I wish we never have to part. LDR is kinda difficult cause I really want him to be by my side. I want him to be here whenever I need him, I want him to be here to hug, hold, kiss me. All I want is him. I am just deeply in love with him and would never want to lose him. I am already here thinking about all the possibility of spending my entire life with him. I have to say that I never felt this way about anyone else before.
But here it goes, there is always ups and downs, always misunderstandings and jealousy in relationships, it's totally normal. And we had a huge quarrel regarding this matter where I almost lost him but we are fine now. It was all my fault, I always act in a childish way and unknowingly hurt people because of my stupid actions. But I will be more careful and think 100 times before doing something. I have a massive problem, I just do not think enough. I just do things how I like and it's just selfish. Oh well, it was a huge lesson for me though. I will not do anything stupid again that I lose my soulmate. I just got lucky, but honesty, I am thankful from the bottom of my heart that Md Rai came into my life. It just feels so good and safe with him. I love him, infinity and beyond, forever and ever. I am not sure when we are meeting again but it's either Thursday or Friday.

We have mufty day on Thursday, it's a day when students from our college raises 150 rupees each to donate to the charity. We organise Talent show for students to showcase their talents and have some fun. We even get to wear casuals and attend classes. Cool eh,

So that's all for today. I will be updating and uploading some pictures from cousin brother's wedding soon. They are beautiful *.* I have tons of homework to catch up on. Can you believe it's just Monday today? Long way to the weekends.

Sunday 6 September 2015

US fair plus day out

Yesterday, my classmates and I attended the US fair that was held at Yak and Yeti hotel early at 11am in the morning. We waited in the queue under the scorching sun for about 20 minutes until we were let in. God, the other girls were pushing us from the bad. Neha kept saying mannerless. It normal to be pushing in the micro, bus and other public places but also in the hotel? God, I wish someone would put some sense into them. If they want to study in the US then it is important to act a little more decent. If they push through people in the us, they are in trouble.
We went to various booths and collected the flyers given to us. Personally I did not find any of them that interesting, maybe because every booth were too congested and we could not have the one on one conversation due to the crowd. We also attended the presentation around 12.30pm, which was mainly about visa issues and choosing course, etc. Shreya, who was sitting beside me, started to doze off which made me laugh. I found it quite boring myself. Oops. And soon, we decided to leave as it was boring and we were starving. We had our lunch at bakery cafĂ© around 2pm. Mygoodness, I only had a boiled egg and milo for breakfast. Thankfully it kept me running. After lunch, we headed to baskin robbinson for some ice cream treat, it has been forever since I had one. Yummm...
After that we went window shopping. I had no idea that Nepal had "Charles and Keith", it was okay inside, too expensive for Nepal.
I had lots of fun hanging out with the others though, I had not expected the day to turn the the way it turned out to be. It was awesome as we learnt more about ourselves and each other.

Finally babe and I talked on the phone and even video chatted. It felt like as though it has been forever since we last talked to each other. I love it when he compliments me and how he smiles and laugh at my jokes, it just feels so nice like we connect so well. Sometimes I really wish he was here, here to hug me, here to hold my hand, here to feed me. I miss him. I really hope that our relationship last forever, infinity and beyond. I just can't wait for the day I graduate and soon, get married to him, bear children, omg haha(maybe in 7 years) well, he actually wants at least 2 but told me even 1 is okay. He actually said he wants a room full of children. Oh I love him. :) I miss him bad.

Thursday 13 August 2015

6 months later, beautiful Nepal

Namaste! HELLO. Believe it or not, it has been almost 8 months since I landed in Nepal. So much has happened and I am pleased to say that I am aliveee!

Bibek was here in Nepal for over a month and we had loads of fun! We even got braces. So much for being childhood best friends haha. Thank God he was here, at least a month of my LONG holiday was occupied. Too bad he had to return :'( And then on April 25, a disaster earthquake hit Nepal! It was a Saturday, I did not really have any plans but had wanted to go out as it was boring. Later I found out that we were to go to our relative's for lunch with Sila didi's family. And soon, it had only been about less than an hour that we were there when the earth started shaking! Since, being from a non-natural disaster country, I had no idea what was happening. All I saw was that everyone started running towards the exit and my instinct told me to run as well. I was on the stairs when it started shaking vigorously and all the could hear was "Ram ram ram". I held tightly on the stairs not knowing what to do as the earth shook. My mind was blank and thought that maybe I would die today. For the next few weeks to months, we stayed outside and it was quite scary as the temors continued. It was small most of the time and big at times.

I officially started my college soon on 26th July, we went to Hyatt Regency for our orientation on the first day and I made a few new friends who are still my close dear ones till now. In class, I sit with Tamdin, she is a Tibetian Sherpa who was born in Tibet and lived in New York for a few years. She speaks English most of the time so I am really comfortable with her. She is tall! 5 ft 8 inches. She is a pretty and really nice girl, I find it easy to talk with her. Can you believe she was the girl who sat behind me during our entrance exam! Coincidence at its best. I will post the pictures up soon! :D
I have Aachal, Simran, Sankalpa, Smriti, Neha, Sudiksha and many more on the list!

Okay, now the main..I am in a relationship with a really nice guy who treats me well. We will be reaching 2 months soon :) We are on LDR (Long Distance Relationship) which is kinda sad :( But I am happy with him :D Recently he is in Nepal so we try to meet up whenever my mom lets me off and when he is free. He is returning in 9 days which makes me really sad cause I don't know when he will be coming to Nepal again. It is going to be a long wait with so much patience.
Tbh, I don't know how I started liking him. Maybe it's the way he talks, he basically explains everything so well which got me *.* For the first time, I got attracted to someone's personality and I really hope that we last as you don't meet someone you can call you soul mate everyday or any other day really. Then slowly, I fell in love with him. I am really grateful to God that I met him. He makes me feel special and it just feels so good.( I cannot express cause it is just too good to be true) We have only met for like 3 times in real life and we are planning to meet up soon! I am excited haha!

I just got home from the chowk. Met up with Ozesh Lala and Alok Pun for pani puri. :)
I will update tomorrow hopefully as I have homework to do! Weekend is just a day away :D

Wednesday 4 February 2015

Nepal, the land of Himalayas

Omg how long has it been since my latest update?! 5 months, woah...

The first I'd like to say is that I am currently living in Nepal, I moved here about a month ago on 24 December last year. Yeah, it is already 2015! Okay, so this country that I am currently living is where my ancestors and 99.9% of whole family tree has been born and raised in. That 0.01% includes my me and a few of my uncles and a little niece.(I love her so much)

Well, since being born and brought up in another country many many miles away from home, I have always been curious about the country that my parents were born and brought up in. They told me that I was lucky as I had the creature comfort and even education is luxury since they failed to receive.
Haha I was told that my mom was really fierce type of girl while she grow up, it was kinda sad that she had to get married by the age of 14, stopped education and serve her mother-in-law who is my grandmother. My grandfather from dad's side, passed away about 2 years after dad got into laure, from a cancer i guess. I don't really like talking with dad about it since it must be sad for him, like I would not want to lose my dad when I am like what? 23 years old was it? My grandfather was a Hong Kong laure they call it here which was established before the uk ko laure emerged. Some of my uncles were born and raised in hk but came back to Nepal, village after baje retired. My grandmother from dad's side is still alive until now, I think she is in her late 80s. She is such a sweetheart but kinda selfish haha. Let me tell you a little about my family's background. My grandmother is actually the 2nd wife of my grandfather and both the 1st and 2nd wife are real blood sisters. Wow, I would never want to do that to my sister or want my sister to marry my husband.

Okay so life in Nepal is kinda boring but I do get to go out sometimes.
Well, for the next few years I will be staying in Nepal and I really want to live like a local with commotion of micro, people shouting in the public transport like it's their property, having no toilet around the city and waiting until I get home to relief myself. Experiencing the cold winter and sitting in the sun. Haha did I say it in a bad manner? You know electricity and water supply here are considered as luxury! Damn, it should be basic like 24 hour supply but then again, I cannot do anything really. I will have to say that Nepal has taught me a lot. I have to wash my own clothes! I have to be more careful about my skin since the weather is different here. You have to apply lots of cream and lotions like vaseline. Ohmy, if i don't apply once within 3 days, my skin will start peeling! Just how bad is that?! I would really recommend the Vaseline petroleum jelly, it works like magic! ;)
I will be starting college soon in June. I am actually having mixed feelings since the people here are so different, the way they speak, their gestures, everything is different. Everyone is speaking Nepali all the time. I do find it weird but it's a good kind of weird. What I did not like the most about walking along the streets is that people just bang against you and they don't even say sorry oh please, they should at least have a basic antic. Well, I am not saying all but maybe about 90% of them are disrespectful. Since I have learnt well from a young age, I find myself saying sorry. I will have to say that they don't deserve my "Sorry" at all. It disgust me somehow but then again, this country is trying to improve. The goal is there but the body...nothing is planned and it just gets tougher day by day.
I can't proudly say that Nepal is progressing, another day goes by and nothing is done for the betterment of the country. I believe that I am not fully aware but I am a citizen of this country and I have the right to judge and point out the facts to where this country is heading.