Hey ! Well, I am really busy these days with I don't know what. Haha. Nah, it's not really studies but I wish it was. I get distracted with other things when I want to study so that explains. :(
Studying is my first priority but it seems like I am running away from it instead of facing it. I still have a BIG dream to fulfil. And that's only gonna be realised if I study hard. But anyway, it's Monday today. The most boring day ever. Lol. Mid year Examinations is here since last Tuesday and well, I have not really been studying. I just get distracted by television and the love of my life, HANDPHONE ! Haha not really but it's something I badly need with me. So yeah..
Anyways my best housewife type cousin is getting married soon ! :D Omg, I am going crazy here. Alisha a.k.a Nitu, who have been in my life for almost my entire life, who attended nursery with me, who cried so badly when we were not classmates during nursery to getting marry. She is a year older than me, more like 6 months. I helped her to clean her room last Thursday as her would-be-husband, Uttam was to go to her room and talk with each other. OMG. Her room was so damn messy. I took us about 5 hours ! I could not study for my Chemistry paper the next day but as a cousin, I had to help. By the end of the day, everyone agreed that her room looked so much better. Alisha's dad said,"Finally, your room can breathe." Haha ! It was kinda fun but super tiring.
One thing, I did not like the most was Alisha blabbering about why I should also marry in Singapore. Damn, I had to keep on telling her to shut up cause I do not want to marry so early. I do not want to live in a life fully dependant on my husband. I would want someone who is the best, super nice, fun, funny, lovely, sweet, creative, ever-smiley(Haha is that a word ?), etc. Basically someone who loves me more than I do. Someone who I feel for. So yeah.
Okay, I will do a quick check on my social networks and play some games, take a nap and then study. It's vesak day tomorrow anyway. Yeah, I know I am procrastinating on studies but I will be on task...soon. :)
Monday, 12 May 2014
Monday, 23 December 2013
Novotel.
Good evening !
I have not posted anything for a while. I have started working at Novotel, which is a hotel at Clarke Quay. I still remember 2 years ago when Sajan first asked me to join, I was only 14 years old and Novotel only allowed 16 and above. I asked Kausila who is in my batch how she get to work there, she told me that she had just recently turned 16 so it means that she is 2 years older than me ! Shocked me at that point of time but well, she was born in Nepal and came to Singapore later. So back to ME working at the atmosphere of Novotel. Sajan told me to join even before N level started. I was not sure.
So on 21st of December 2013, I started my first day of work at Novotel. Since Samiksha could not make it on that day, I went with Jasu, Rebika and Jany. They worked at level 6 while I worked at level 5. Thank God, Sajan was on the same floor as me so he helped me as much as he could. Sujita was my partner but most the time, we did not need each other at all. It was like 1 person to 1 table. There was his time when it was the fish course. I had just placed the fish 3 minutes ago and Sajan went to my table to transfer the fish to a smaller plate. Right at that moment, one of the manager in red tie stared at me and well, I could only do was stared back and feel awkward. Sajan passed me the big platter to clear. As I walked only 2 steps, another black jacket took the platter from my hands, not even saying a word. Well, that's weird.
Soon the day ended and I went to level 6 to meet Jasu and the others. Since we were hungry, we made our way to Joo seng to eat. Reached home around 2am.
On the 22nd of December 2013, I went with Samiksha a.k.a Sonika or Sam. We went a little early so we had time to go to the canteen to eat but I swear the food was bad. Nothing was nice. :( Ate a little and I made bandung by myself. It was a little awkward in the canteen so we went out quickly. At first my partner was Soshin a.k.a Ashim but we had to change since both of us did not know how to serve the VIP. Therefore, my partner was changed to Sunita didi. She did VIP table as well as helped me. She was really fast. :D Karan dai and Sam helped me as well. Anup too, bring toothpick for me when I was too busy.
I had to go to the bar a couple of time and Riwaj, who was working there for the night asked me why did I leave MBS and joined Novotel. I thought I'd tell him the truth. I told him the reason and he was like,"OMG." Quickly made an exit. When I return to the bar later, the first thing he said was,"I thought you guys were really good friends ?" Well, we were but not anymore and he said,"It's hard to understand when girls quarrel."
Sam, Sanjay and I did OT until 12.30am and left at 1am. Riwaj was waiting for us at McDonalds'. On the way, Riwaj told us a fact about something scary at Novotel. Damn, it was really scary. :/ Took me ages to sleep since I was feeling scared. Woke up at 1.15pm this afternoon.
I have not posted anything for a while. I have started working at Novotel, which is a hotel at Clarke Quay. I still remember 2 years ago when Sajan first asked me to join, I was only 14 years old and Novotel only allowed 16 and above. I asked Kausila who is in my batch how she get to work there, she told me that she had just recently turned 16 so it means that she is 2 years older than me ! Shocked me at that point of time but well, she was born in Nepal and came to Singapore later. So back to ME working at the atmosphere of Novotel. Sajan told me to join even before N level started. I was not sure.
So on 21st of December 2013, I started my first day of work at Novotel. Since Samiksha could not make it on that day, I went with Jasu, Rebika and Jany. They worked at level 6 while I worked at level 5. Thank God, Sajan was on the same floor as me so he helped me as much as he could. Sujita was my partner but most the time, we did not need each other at all. It was like 1 person to 1 table. There was his time when it was the fish course. I had just placed the fish 3 minutes ago and Sajan went to my table to transfer the fish to a smaller plate. Right at that moment, one of the manager in red tie stared at me and well, I could only do was stared back and feel awkward. Sajan passed me the big platter to clear. As I walked only 2 steps, another black jacket took the platter from my hands, not even saying a word. Well, that's weird.
Soon the day ended and I went to level 6 to meet Jasu and the others. Since we were hungry, we made our way to Joo seng to eat. Reached home around 2am.
On the 22nd of December 2013, I went with Samiksha a.k.a Sonika or Sam. We went a little early so we had time to go to the canteen to eat but I swear the food was bad. Nothing was nice. :( Ate a little and I made bandung by myself. It was a little awkward in the canteen so we went out quickly. At first my partner was Soshin a.k.a Ashim but we had to change since both of us did not know how to serve the VIP. Therefore, my partner was changed to Sunita didi. She did VIP table as well as helped me. She was really fast. :D Karan dai and Sam helped me as well. Anup too, bring toothpick for me when I was too busy.
I had to go to the bar a couple of time and Riwaj, who was working there for the night asked me why did I leave MBS and joined Novotel. I thought I'd tell him the truth. I told him the reason and he was like,"OMG." Quickly made an exit. When I return to the bar later, the first thing he said was,"I thought you guys were really good friends ?" Well, we were but not anymore and he said,"It's hard to understand when girls quarrel."
Sam, Sanjay and I did OT until 12.30am and left at 1am. Riwaj was waiting for us at McDonalds'. On the way, Riwaj told us a fact about something scary at Novotel. Damn, it was really scary. :/ Took me ages to sleep since I was feeling scared. Woke up at 1.15pm this afternoon.
Monday, 9 December 2013
8th & 9th December 2013 !
8th December 2013
Dhanu didi arrived Singapore last night ! :D woke up at about 8am in the morning. I had bathe at about 2am at night. Haha it was freezing cold. Acted like it was a normal day. Mom asked me to go to Ritu boju's house. While I was walking to the lift, Dhanu didi, Sunuma and bhena with dad was walking towards me. I quickly place my palms together and greeted them namaste. They turned and looked at me and said,"Ay Saima po raicha, ko ho justo lageko." I got the stroller from boju for Sunuma and came down. It wasn't really awkward at house though. She is my didi alright. Played with Sunuma, ate my lunch and took a taxi to Gardens By The Bay from Serangoon taxi stand since I could not find any taxi around Joo Seng. Bought the tickets and waited for the others to come. They arrived in about 15 minutes. :) we went to the cloud forest first and then to flower dome.
One thing that Dhanu didi and I am alike is that we love to take pictures ! But hahah, in front of them, I did not take much pictures so they thought that I do not like to take pictures. Lol.
After that, we had a quick snack at Popeyes. Took the Singapore flyer ! π Well, the weather was not good. :( It was raining so we could not really see anything much.
Went to OG after that for a little bit of shopping and back home. Dinner was at Yanjna's house. Played with Sunuma and soon, I was feeling really sleepy. I slept at around 11.30pm.
9th December 2013.
Woke up early at 7am. I swear it was really hard to actually wake up ! Mom came about 3 times and finally switched on the lights on the 4th time so that I will wake up. Washed up and got ready to see off didi, Sunuma and bhena. Their flight was at 11am but they went in at about 9.30am.
Mom and I had McDonald breakfast. Hotcakes also known as pancakes. π
Got home and watched dramas for a bit and soon dozed off. It was really tiring but meeting them after so many years felt so good. Especially Sunuma ! She is going to be 7 months old this 13 December. Such a cute angel. πΌππ❤️π
Going to Orchard with Susmita today. :) I will update soon. π
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
Misunderstanding.
Dhanu Didi (Dhankumari) is coming to Singapore for transit this Saturday night with my little niece, Sunuma and her husband. So we have to tour them around Singapore on Sunday. They have been here a few times and have gone almost everywhere except for 'Gardens by the Bay', which opened last year so we will be going there. Mom is going to be super annoying for sure ! She will ask me to take pictures of her almost everywhere ! π
I am more excited about meeting Sunuma actually. She is going to be 7months old this month ! :D
And yeah, Sandesh(Sandy) found out about my blog. That stalker ! -.- So he knows my secrets. Oh well, nothing I can do now. Anyways good night ! π΄π⭐️
Thursday, 21 November 2013
Quick post.
This post is going to be a quick one. Well, my life has been quite hectic for a few weeks now but good as well. My parents has been thinking about divorce for quite some time and I am worried. Not really about me if you are wondering...I am most worried about my little brother who is just 5 years old. He has yet to receive so much from my parents and them behaving this way is just so annoying. Mom has moved out of her room(which she shared with dad) and sleeps in the living room with little brother.
On the day when they quarreled two days ago, I had just returned home and my sister told me that mom was in the toilet. Oh Lord ! Dad was quietly sitting down on him bed and acting like nothing happened. I requested mom to come out but she did not. At least for the next 15 minutes. She was quiet and still in the toilet which lead to my imagination going wild !
When she finally came out, she said that she wanted a divorce and if her children(Reshma, Hangsa and I) were to support her then we will return to Nepal after everything has been settled. Broke my heart. There is no way that I am going here. Well, it's not really a terrible country but it's just that life is so different there and the people may look down on me. I cannot write Nepali well or even read it which give them a big advantage to bully me. Okay, back to the night.
My sister started acting up crying and blaming dad and the only thing I could do was to shut her up. I was there trying my best to not let even a single tear drop and she was there making me weak. Too bad, I can control myself. I explained to them why they should not divorce. I really tried my best but they could not agree with each other. Sigh. Dad even said that we should go Nepal with mom and study there. Oh please, I feel like they want to ruin my life. This sucks. Mom started sleeping in the living room and dad just slept in their room. We just went to our rooms. I could not sleep. Well, I have terrible sleep problem these days. It takes me an hour to sleep at night and I wake up quite a few times at night. Twisting and turning. I really wonder what will happen...
Anyways I have been going work with Niraj, Yaman, Bissu, Sandesh and Kausila recently. And those 4 boys from Saint Gabriel Secondary School, also known as Gabrielites are asking me to be friend with Bwitch again. Oh come on but they gave me really good deals that I had to let a try. :) Okay, I got to go now. I will update soon about what they said.
On the day when they quarreled two days ago, I had just returned home and my sister told me that mom was in the toilet. Oh Lord ! Dad was quietly sitting down on him bed and acting like nothing happened. I requested mom to come out but she did not. At least for the next 15 minutes. She was quiet and still in the toilet which lead to my imagination going wild !
When she finally came out, she said that she wanted a divorce and if her children(Reshma, Hangsa and I) were to support her then we will return to Nepal after everything has been settled. Broke my heart. There is no way that I am going here. Well, it's not really a terrible country but it's just that life is so different there and the people may look down on me. I cannot write Nepali well or even read it which give them a big advantage to bully me. Okay, back to the night.
My sister started acting up crying and blaming dad and the only thing I could do was to shut her up. I was there trying my best to not let even a single tear drop and she was there making me weak. Too bad, I can control myself. I explained to them why they should not divorce. I really tried my best but they could not agree with each other. Sigh. Dad even said that we should go Nepal with mom and study there. Oh please, I feel like they want to ruin my life. This sucks. Mom started sleeping in the living room and dad just slept in their room. We just went to our rooms. I could not sleep. Well, I have terrible sleep problem these days. It takes me an hour to sleep at night and I wake up quite a few times at night. Twisting and turning. I really wonder what will happen...
Anyways I have been going work with Niraj, Yaman, Bissu, Sandesh and Kausila recently. And those 4 boys from Saint Gabriel Secondary School, also known as Gabrielites are asking me to be friend with Bwitch again. Oh come on but they gave me really good deals that I had to let a try. :) Okay, I got to go now. I will update soon about what they said.
Tuesday, 15 October 2013
GCE N level is over. Stay at home holiday.
Well, N level is over. Most of the papers were not that easy as I thought before stepping into the hall. Monday, 7th October was combined science. Physics was okay I suppose. I did not study for it as I was studying chemistry the day before. Chemistry was also okay since whatever I focused on did not come out. :( Like for example, 'Blast furnace'. Fraction distillation did came out but it did not carry much weightage. On the next day was Mathematics paper 1, it was not that bad since I normally get good grades for Emaths. On the 9th was Additional Mathematics paper 1. Before taking the paper, I went to Rama's birthday party as I could not decline the invitation. Most of the time, we waited for the others to arrive and I simply wasted my time. After she cut her cake at around 1.15pm, I quickly ate my lunch and the cake with Supan. She rushed me so that I will not be late for my Exam. Ain't that super sweet ? :* She even followed me to the lift and we took a picture before I left. We do not get this kind of friend easily. So I rushed home and got myself ready. It was 1.40pm when I reached the bus stop and I check the SBS Transit app, the bus was only arriving in 15 minutes. Oh no, I do not want to be late and all the taxi had to be hired at that point of time. I panicked when a taxi came to a halt, thank God ! It took around 8 minutes and I was ON TIME ! So damn relieved. The paper was very difficult. :'( I felt like crying but I did some of the questions that I knew how to do. I tried my best but I could feel my dream being shattered right in front of me. Because of that paper, I can just fail my whole N level. I am still scared as the results day will arrive one day or another. Next day was Geography and Mathematics paper 2. Mathematics was quite easy but Geography was difficult. Well, the whole secondary 4 blames our Geography teacher for it. Everyone says that she is the worse teacher. As for my opinion, I agree half way since I did not put that much effort too. Like I did not consult her when I did not understand certain things. I am terribly scared about my Geography too. :S On the last day was POA(Principles of Accounts) Well, it was not that difficult as I thought as I memorised the theories for the first time in my life ! :D Hehe might be able to get B4 or B3. And the last paper was Additional Mathematics paper 2 which was difficult. I just hope that I will be able to pass all 5 papers and get around 15-16 points for N level. I will continue to work harder. :)
Tuesday, 24 September 2013
UPDATE !
Oh well, it has been a busy week.
Let me give a summary about today. :) I went to school with Tancho(Aron) today, I met him at the bus stop and walked to school with him. We talked about our school work and national examinations. Well, he is taking GCE O level while I am taking GCE N level. He is Ordinary and I am Normal. Haha long story about that.
First and second periods was PE(Physical Education) and we had to do reflection for the first period and play whatever we want for the second. I wrote like a lot of things, haha since others were taking too long and I was bored. On the second period, i urged Meo and Chin chin to play basketball with me and Meo was super excited but Chin chin said,"Are you sure ?" She hates the sun. Lol. So we ended up playing basketball. At first we were Meo, Chin chin, Toni, Rick, Douglas, Daryl and me. Bryan and Sajan joined in later. Haha ! I totally forgot how to play basketball and was dribbling the everywhere. So we teamed into a almost fair groups. Sanjan's team consisted of Meo, Douglas, Toni while our team consisted of Chin chin, Rick, Daryl, Bryan and me. Well, everyone was alright with their teams. Byran and Sajan used to be in the school team so you can just imagine how good they are in basketball and it turns out that they are really good. It was quite good that I kept getting the ball as Bryan passed to me but there was one accident. :O I was right beside him and he was about to shoot so I just stand rooted when he used his tricks to pass to me and I had totally no idea that he was about to pass so the ball dropped right on my head. Do I look like a professional basketball player that knows tricks ? But whatever, we are cool. We continue and well, everything I tried to score, it just bounced back. God, I need to practise soon ! Maybe during the holidays with Sandesh ? :) He is really good.
As for the rest of the school lessons was just normal lessons. BORING ! Do you know that I actually did and finished my chemistry assignment in class but Mrs Lee Tan did not collect it. Omg, totally disappointed her. The others slept in class because it was too boring. After Chemistry was POA and we were given a worksheet to do and Tiffany, who sits beside me told me that I should have slept during chemistry and do POA worksheet now and I told her that I want to do both but secretly wished that I had slept since I was kinda tired after a long day. It was the last period of the day.
Went jogging with Nitu at around 6.30pm. She told me to get ready by 6.15pm and I waited 15 minutes for her. She is always late. Did some stretching exercise after I got home and bathe. Been trying to update my blog for so long but I keep getting chat from random people in Nepal. So I has been like almost an hour since I started writing this post and I am finally almost done.
GCE 'N' Levels is in 13 days time. I better start focusing in class and study. I will be busy for the next few days but I will try to update. :)
Let me give a summary about today. :) I went to school with Tancho(Aron) today, I met him at the bus stop and walked to school with him. We talked about our school work and national examinations. Well, he is taking GCE O level while I am taking GCE N level. He is Ordinary and I am Normal. Haha long story about that.
First and second periods was PE(Physical Education) and we had to do reflection for the first period and play whatever we want for the second. I wrote like a lot of things, haha since others were taking too long and I was bored. On the second period, i urged Meo and Chin chin to play basketball with me and Meo was super excited but Chin chin said,"Are you sure ?" She hates the sun. Lol. So we ended up playing basketball. At first we were Meo, Chin chin, Toni, Rick, Douglas, Daryl and me. Bryan and Sajan joined in later. Haha ! I totally forgot how to play basketball and was dribbling the everywhere. So we teamed into a almost fair groups. Sanjan's team consisted of Meo, Douglas, Toni while our team consisted of Chin chin, Rick, Daryl, Bryan and me. Well, everyone was alright with their teams. Byran and Sajan used to be in the school team so you can just imagine how good they are in basketball and it turns out that they are really good. It was quite good that I kept getting the ball as Bryan passed to me but there was one accident. :O I was right beside him and he was about to shoot so I just stand rooted when he used his tricks to pass to me and I had totally no idea that he was about to pass so the ball dropped right on my head. Do I look like a professional basketball player that knows tricks ? But whatever, we are cool. We continue and well, everything I tried to score, it just bounced back. God, I need to practise soon ! Maybe during the holidays with Sandesh ? :) He is really good.
As for the rest of the school lessons was just normal lessons. BORING ! Do you know that I actually did and finished my chemistry assignment in class but Mrs Lee Tan did not collect it. Omg, totally disappointed her. The others slept in class because it was too boring. After Chemistry was POA and we were given a worksheet to do and Tiffany, who sits beside me told me that I should have slept during chemistry and do POA worksheet now and I told her that I want to do both but secretly wished that I had slept since I was kinda tired after a long day. It was the last period of the day.
Went jogging with Nitu at around 6.30pm. She told me to get ready by 6.15pm and I waited 15 minutes for her. She is always late. Did some stretching exercise after I got home and bathe. Been trying to update my blog for so long but I keep getting chat from random people in Nepal. So I has been like almost an hour since I started writing this post and I am finally almost done.
GCE 'N' Levels is in 13 days time. I better start focusing in class and study. I will be busy for the next few days but I will try to update. :)
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