It's like the mid of my holiday.. holiday has been preponed I suppose. Tomorrow morning is results day. Omg I am really nervous cause I am the only witness to how badly I have done for my end year examination. I am sure that I failed Maths and Economics. I should have barely passed Business. I think this time my accounts and general paper are also average. I would be really thankful if I managed to pass all but I am sure that maths is the worse, economics is also on par. It's like so unfair, I pick my topics because there are times when one cannot finish studying all properly so I chose topics and it was sheer bad luck that it did not come out. :( But that's okay, we can always be more prepared for the next paper. This is no excuse but I was kinda sick for the previous few days before the exam too. I literally had headache that made me want to end life (80%) Lol. It was so bad but after staying in the hospital for 3 hours, it finally subsided and finally I was 100% okay by the next day but it did hamper in ways of how I would study. Sometimes I would feel like totally not studying. Bad habit but oh well, it's over now. All the papers are accounted for and marks has been set. I have no regrets what so ever. But my mom's kinda disappointed.I told her that I am going to fail. She told me not to attend classes no more. It's my birthday coming up in a week, next Sat. I was planning maybe I'd celebrate it but I guess it is not going to happen but that's really okay cause it's just a day when one first cries, really. I am planning to go sakela on Saturday with Susma and Jyoti. I don't have the Rai costume yet and I don't think I am going to wear Rai really. I am planning to wear light saree instead of a usual black skirt with white polka dots. (Too mainstream)
I have been chatting/talking with MR lately. Actually we always chat and today, we finally got to talk from messenger. Thank God. He is really sweet and nice. I can always feel his unconditional love for me. I feel so honoured to be his girlfriend and hope to be his finance soon and then his wife. :D But that's a long wait, only after I get my bachelor degree, which can be another 4-6 years depending on how well and where I study. It's like so good. He sees future with me. We often talk about having children, a dog as our pet. We can just talk about anything and everything, it's fun and it shows how much we have bonded over almost a year. It's going to be 11 months with Mr Md in 3 days. :) I am planning to send him a card over for our 1st Anniversary but I haven't had ideas or time to make one yet. Argh my creativity has gone down the drain.. I don't know how to ask him for his address too haha
Saturday, 21 May 2016
Monday, 2 May 2016
Rants? Clueless. Inspired
Vacationnnnnn~ for the next 2 months :D It started on 29 of April to probably 28 of June. My college is so bad at informing us about the right dates..we have to log into our fb or message 'GIHE' to 4546. End term was bad. I feel like the worse student is defo me. I did study but could not understand much due to our teachers being so laid back about the whole studying process. It kinda sounds like I am blaming the teachers but I guess we are both at fault. They fail at motivating us to study, well not all.
I am not looking forward to collect my results. Nahhh, I am really going to do better at the next exam. Omg, I badly need some motivation. My English speaking has also declined -.- I will only take my ielts like on the next exam date. I need to improve by speaking English rather than my recent comfortable Nepali speaking. But what sucks is that...people in my college thinks I am showing off by speaking English, they tell me that I am now in Nepal and not in Singapore so stop because they don't understand which hurts. Kinda cause it's affecting me badly. Like for example, when I need to speaking English other times, it sound so bad like I recently picked up the language. Omg, pisses me off. I do not understand why I care either, I mean it's my life, I can do what I want to. Speak whatever I want. One day, I am going to speak Malay and Chinese. But who do I speak with haha. And Filipino and Thai, languages of my best friends. :D I know really limited words though.
Ah so well, let's go back to the holiday list;
I basically have nothing planned. The worse part is that I find my classmates real selfish...okay not all but the few ones I hang out with. None of them shared what they are going to do and whoever did, they are not going to help me out. Nepal, the land of Himalaya, also the land of corruption. Here, they value connections and money more than talent. Well, it's changing now though but there are still lots of room for improvement. More like 80% more. But everything has pros and cons. They are many things good about Nepal as well. So well, I don't really have a lot of connections here. I have none so I cannot get internship or jobs here easily. So I am not sure what I will do during the holiday. I want to volunteer but it's kinda far from where I live and no one wants to take me there so I am not sure. I am a clueless person with no idea what to doo. But whatever, for the past few days I have been watching few movies. It has been Chinese, Thailand, Filipino, English(duh) and today I watched this that touched me. It was about cultural and I am really interested in things like that so well, it was basically about enlightenment, Buddha, India, a thai movie called "Namaste Hello Bye". It taught me about how precious life is(life is short), how to be calm and how Buddhist works. It did taught me a lot. Now I understand why my boyfriend decided to tattoo Lord Buddha on his left arm. Buddhist is a really peaceful religion, every religion is actually but it's different. For example when I go to Boudha Stupa in Nepal and when I hear the chants, it makes me feel at peace. The 5 colours flag all over the stupa. I heard that the prayers are blown. Ah well, so I decided to make a new blog and it will be about cultures, religion, languages in my country and around Asia. After being born and raised in a multi racial country, Singapore, I have always been open to cultures and have the urge to learn more about them.
I am not looking forward to collect my results. Nahhh, I am really going to do better at the next exam. Omg, I badly need some motivation. My English speaking has also declined -.- I will only take my ielts like on the next exam date. I need to improve by speaking English rather than my recent comfortable Nepali speaking. But what sucks is that...people in my college thinks I am showing off by speaking English, they tell me that I am now in Nepal and not in Singapore so stop because they don't understand which hurts. Kinda cause it's affecting me badly. Like for example, when I need to speaking English other times, it sound so bad like I recently picked up the language. Omg, pisses me off. I do not understand why I care either, I mean it's my life, I can do what I want to. Speak whatever I want. One day, I am going to speak Malay and Chinese. But who do I speak with haha. And Filipino and Thai, languages of my best friends. :D I know really limited words though.
Ah so well, let's go back to the holiday list;
I basically have nothing planned. The worse part is that I find my classmates real selfish...okay not all but the few ones I hang out with. None of them shared what they are going to do and whoever did, they are not going to help me out. Nepal, the land of Himalaya, also the land of corruption. Here, they value connections and money more than talent. Well, it's changing now though but there are still lots of room for improvement. More like 80% more. But everything has pros and cons. They are many things good about Nepal as well. So well, I don't really have a lot of connections here. I have none so I cannot get internship or jobs here easily. So I am not sure what I will do during the holiday. I want to volunteer but it's kinda far from where I live and no one wants to take me there so I am not sure. I am a clueless person with no idea what to doo. But whatever, for the past few days I have been watching few movies. It has been Chinese, Thailand, Filipino, English(duh) and today I watched this that touched me. It was about cultural and I am really interested in things like that so well, it was basically about enlightenment, Buddha, India, a thai movie called "Namaste Hello Bye". It taught me about how precious life is(life is short), how to be calm and how Buddhist works. It did taught me a lot. Now I understand why my boyfriend decided to tattoo Lord Buddha on his left arm. Buddhist is a really peaceful religion, every religion is actually but it's different. For example when I go to Boudha Stupa in Nepal and when I hear the chants, it makes me feel at peace. The 5 colours flag all over the stupa. I heard that the prayers are blown. Ah well, so I decided to make a new blog and it will be about cultures, religion, languages in my country and around Asia. After being born and raised in a multi racial country, Singapore, I have always been open to cultures and have the urge to learn more about them.
Saturday, 16 April 2016
Weak enough
Today I found out that I am such a weak person. They say experience is the best thing you can get.
I am broken because the person I love the most does not understand me, he does not trust me and Idk what to do with life,
I am going crazy. And so, I don't know where to begin. Being in a relationship can be difficult but I know Md is the one for me. I just know it. We quarrel sometimes and quite a lot of times if there is a need to voice out. It's normal for our thinking not to match and it's really okay to quarrel cause it makes love more meaningful, you find out within yourself of how much you don't want to lose him, I do not ever want to lose him ever. I just love him too much to comfort myself that he might not be in future. I want him and only him. I have never been in a real relationship before this, I never held anyone's hand or kissed. Md's the first guy I ever did it with and I am glad that he is my first and I wish that he is the last as well. I don't remember not putting effort on any of the days when we were together. However busy I was, I would pick up his phone call or reply his message. It never mattered to me if I had my exams the next day, I would still video chat with him and tell him that my marks does not really matter, it only him who matters to me. I am glad that it's the same from his side. He would be there celebrating with his friends and he would run away from them just to talk to me. I remember however sleepy I would be, I would still pick up his call and talk but there are days I would accidentally sleep. Sorry about that. I just feel like we are perfect for each other, I know he feels the same. I am shaking, I am shaking because I am too weak. I want to hold on, I will hold on but I don't know for how long I can hold on. I will try my best.
I want to spend the rest of my whole life with him. Then, I would marry him after I end college which would be in 2021 or 2022. It's a long wait and mom says that maybe he will not wait for me till then but I am hoping that he does. So many things go through my mind everyday about him. Maybe it's my fault, I don't show him that I love him very much but I promise that it is only him that I care about. Sometimes I think if I will get hurt real bad if he leave me, I would be completely shattered. I think I will become a nun, I will be a social worker and live my life serving the need, not marry or fall in love ever again. I realise that I cry a lot whenever I get hurt. That makes me a weak woman who is inauspicious.
I think that being born brought bad luck into my family and into other people's life because I am bad luck myself. It feels like I snatch everyone's happiness. All I ask for really is for Md to be healthy and safe wherever he is. If we ever have to part ways in the future, I wish he would not remember me and will always stay happy, healthy, safe with someone else. As I write this, it breaks my heart so bad because I never want to be replace. I cannot stop my tears rolling down my cheeks. I do not want to be a weak person.
I wish and pray that Md and I would never have to part ways. I wish that we will only be each others.
We have been together for almost 11 months now and I hope that we will continue till forever.
I am broken because the person I love the most does not understand me, he does not trust me and Idk what to do with life,
I am going crazy. And so, I don't know where to begin. Being in a relationship can be difficult but I know Md is the one for me. I just know it. We quarrel sometimes and quite a lot of times if there is a need to voice out. It's normal for our thinking not to match and it's really okay to quarrel cause it makes love more meaningful, you find out within yourself of how much you don't want to lose him, I do not ever want to lose him ever. I just love him too much to comfort myself that he might not be in future. I want him and only him. I have never been in a real relationship before this, I never held anyone's hand or kissed. Md's the first guy I ever did it with and I am glad that he is my first and I wish that he is the last as well. I don't remember not putting effort on any of the days when we were together. However busy I was, I would pick up his phone call or reply his message. It never mattered to me if I had my exams the next day, I would still video chat with him and tell him that my marks does not really matter, it only him who matters to me. I am glad that it's the same from his side. He would be there celebrating with his friends and he would run away from them just to talk to me. I remember however sleepy I would be, I would still pick up his call and talk but there are days I would accidentally sleep. Sorry about that. I just feel like we are perfect for each other, I know he feels the same. I am shaking, I am shaking because I am too weak. I want to hold on, I will hold on but I don't know for how long I can hold on. I will try my best.
I want to spend the rest of my whole life with him. Then, I would marry him after I end college which would be in 2021 or 2022. It's a long wait and mom says that maybe he will not wait for me till then but I am hoping that he does. So many things go through my mind everyday about him. Maybe it's my fault, I don't show him that I love him very much but I promise that it is only him that I care about. Sometimes I think if I will get hurt real bad if he leave me, I would be completely shattered. I think I will become a nun, I will be a social worker and live my life serving the need, not marry or fall in love ever again. I realise that I cry a lot whenever I get hurt. That makes me a weak woman who is inauspicious.
I think that being born brought bad luck into my family and into other people's life because I am bad luck myself. It feels like I snatch everyone's happiness. All I ask for really is for Md to be healthy and safe wherever he is. If we ever have to part ways in the future, I wish he would not remember me and will always stay happy, healthy, safe with someone else. As I write this, it breaks my heart so bad because I never want to be replace. I cannot stop my tears rolling down my cheeks. I do not want to be a weak person.
I wish and pray that Md and I would never have to part ways. I wish that we will only be each others.
We have been together for almost 11 months now and I hope that we will continue till forever.
Tuesday, 16 February 2016
Md-Saima Love Story
It's late, past 9pm and I just have some late night thoughts. Mainly about my boyfriend..yeah, I kinda find myself thinking about him and our future together most of the time. I have planned for forever. I have planned that it's him or no one else. It's just weird how someone can mean of much in a matter of time. I am so ready to spend my life with him. Let me tell you our love story;
It all begin on the Internet, one of the successful online relationship! So well, the first time I noticed him was when he first wished me 'happy birthday' last year, 2015, on my Facebook time line but I did not really bother about who he was so I just thank him. After a few weeks, on June, he started talking to me on Facebook chat. It was not that bad, I liked talking to him. We mainly talked about the recent earthquake and quite a few things about each other(actually I can't remember much since it was way back in June) but yeah, we started chatting on 15 June and well, he asked me to be his girlfriend in less than a week! I am not sure when our official date is but I remember saying yes on the 22nd of June :D
What attracted me to him mainly was the way he talked, his ideas and experience showed that he is really intelligent and matured. The first thing that caught my attention. At first, I found him okay appearance wise but when I met him for the first time, I was mind blown. He looked wayyyy better than his photos. But I still think character and maturity level is important. But I love him the way he is. A little childish, way too sweet, makes me smile, makes time for me, treats me as a princess, treats me as though I am really important in his life, more importantly, he loves me more than I deserve. :) I know very well that he loves me more than I do but I will not let him say that. Hehe I love him very much, with all my heart and believe it or not, he is the one that I want to spend my whole life with. :D
Okay, so the first time we met would be 26 of July, it was the day of my freshers party in college. Md's flight landed at 3pm. I was there at about 2.30pm but I had to wait for almost 2 hours before he finally came out. The most epic thing that happened was when a woman asked me if I was waiting for the UK flight and I told her yes and then, she asked me if he was my husband. (Just the thought makes me laugh, I ain't that old haha) I told her no, he is not my husband but just someone (I was so shy) and she kept asking me like 4 times but I kinda ignored her and said it was just someone. She kept saying that the flight landed an hour back but they were taking such a long time. Soon, she met someone and left me off the hook. That's when I saw Gopi! She is Md's niece and my old friend from back when I was in Singapore but she returned 3 years before I did. I quickly went over and called her but she just stared at me. (Omg wow she failed to recognise me) I was like," I am Saima!" And she is like really haha I asked her to follow me and out of the waiting area. She said why i was there cause no one really knew about our relationship back then. When I told her that I was dating her uncle, she was shocked and told me not to lie. After some time, she was convinced. When Md finally came out and his brothers were there too. I was so nervous that I forgot to greet them 'namaste'. Such a bad first impression :( After that Md got me into a taxi and I went home. The next time we met was in Nakhipot itself. He was there with a few of his friends. But only the two of us went walking around together. So at first, I took him to the suicide point where we just sat down and talked a little. I was so nervous and shy that I was pulling the grass on my left side (he was on my right). Later he realised and took my hands into his hands and told me to stop killing the innocent grass. Haha and then we walked down to Kantipur colony for a walk, he told me that he really liked the place. We walked back uphill and that's when he asked to piggy back me but I declined. I was that shy back then. Later we just walked back to his friends and it started raining when he bought me an umbrella. Awwhh, I hold the umbrella the first and then laterhe wanted to and it got a little awkward as he had his arms around me and was hold the umbrella. Soon, I went home and he went home. Looking back now at all this simple but perfect memories, it feels so good. I will continue with the story some other day as I will have to sleep even if I badly want to continue, college tomorrow. Good night! :)
It all begin on the Internet, one of the successful online relationship! So well, the first time I noticed him was when he first wished me 'happy birthday' last year, 2015, on my Facebook time line but I did not really bother about who he was so I just thank him. After a few weeks, on June, he started talking to me on Facebook chat. It was not that bad, I liked talking to him. We mainly talked about the recent earthquake and quite a few things about each other(actually I can't remember much since it was way back in June) but yeah, we started chatting on 15 June and well, he asked me to be his girlfriend in less than a week! I am not sure when our official date is but I remember saying yes on the 22nd of June :D
What attracted me to him mainly was the way he talked, his ideas and experience showed that he is really intelligent and matured. The first thing that caught my attention. At first, I found him okay appearance wise but when I met him for the first time, I was mind blown. He looked wayyyy better than his photos. But I still think character and maturity level is important. But I love him the way he is. A little childish, way too sweet, makes me smile, makes time for me, treats me as a princess, treats me as though I am really important in his life, more importantly, he loves me more than I deserve. :) I know very well that he loves me more than I do but I will not let him say that. Hehe I love him very much, with all my heart and believe it or not, he is the one that I want to spend my whole life with. :D
Okay, so the first time we met would be 26 of July, it was the day of my freshers party in college. Md's flight landed at 3pm. I was there at about 2.30pm but I had to wait for almost 2 hours before he finally came out. The most epic thing that happened was when a woman asked me if I was waiting for the UK flight and I told her yes and then, she asked me if he was my husband. (Just the thought makes me laugh, I ain't that old haha) I told her no, he is not my husband but just someone (I was so shy) and she kept asking me like 4 times but I kinda ignored her and said it was just someone. She kept saying that the flight landed an hour back but they were taking such a long time. Soon, she met someone and left me off the hook. That's when I saw Gopi! She is Md's niece and my old friend from back when I was in Singapore but she returned 3 years before I did. I quickly went over and called her but she just stared at me. (Omg wow she failed to recognise me) I was like," I am Saima!" And she is like really haha I asked her to follow me and out of the waiting area. She said why i was there cause no one really knew about our relationship back then. When I told her that I was dating her uncle, she was shocked and told me not to lie. After some time, she was convinced. When Md finally came out and his brothers were there too. I was so nervous that I forgot to greet them 'namaste'. Such a bad first impression :( After that Md got me into a taxi and I went home. The next time we met was in Nakhipot itself. He was there with a few of his friends. But only the two of us went walking around together. So at first, I took him to the suicide point where we just sat down and talked a little. I was so nervous and shy that I was pulling the grass on my left side (he was on my right). Later he realised and took my hands into his hands and told me to stop killing the innocent grass. Haha and then we walked down to Kantipur colony for a walk, he told me that he really liked the place. We walked back uphill and that's when he asked to piggy back me but I declined. I was that shy back then. Later we just walked back to his friends and it started raining when he bought me an umbrella. Awwhh, I hold the umbrella the first and then laterhe wanted to and it got a little awkward as he had his arms around me and was hold the umbrella. Soon, I went home and he went home. Looking back now at all this simple but perfect memories, it feels so good. I will continue with the story some other day as I will have to sleep even if I badly want to continue, college tomorrow. Good night! :)
Sunday, 24 January 2016
Sakela experience
SAKELA/CHANDI - RAI CULTURE
A random video before we left the sakela ground :)
Monday, 21 December 2015
December already?!
Hello, Sewaro!
Today is 21 December 2015, 3 days away to a year I have stayed in Nepal. It's so weird how quickly time pass. So many things has happened and will happen. College is good. I have made so many new friends, even close ones and best thing is that we are going to be classmates for a year and half more. Half a year has already pass. It's so hard to believe. It does not even feel like I have attended college that much, but I have. We will be having our 2nd term examinations soon. So looking forward to score really well. :D
Anyways baby is here, in Nepal. I had not expected him to return this year itself but oh well, he is here! :D I have met him twice since he arrived on 14 December. He will be returning soon on Jan 4. I wish we never have to part. LDR is kinda difficult cause I really want him to be by my side. I want him to be here whenever I need him, I want him to be here to hug, hold, kiss me. All I want is him. I am just deeply in love with him and would never want to lose him. I am already here thinking about all the possibility of spending my entire life with him. I have to say that I never felt this way about anyone else before.
But here it goes, there is always ups and downs, always misunderstandings and jealousy in relationships, it's totally normal. And we had a huge quarrel regarding this matter where I almost lost him but we are fine now. It was all my fault, I always act in a childish way and unknowingly hurt people because of my stupid actions. But I will be more careful and think 100 times before doing something. I have a massive problem, I just do not think enough. I just do things how I like and it's just selfish. Oh well, it was a huge lesson for me though. I will not do anything stupid again that I lose my soulmate. I just got lucky, but honesty, I am thankful from the bottom of my heart that Md Rai came into my life. It just feels so good and safe with him. I love him, infinity and beyond, forever and ever. I am not sure when we are meeting again but it's either Thursday or Friday.
We have mufty day on Thursday, it's a day when students from our college raises 150 rupees each to donate to the charity. We organise Talent show for students to showcase their talents and have some fun. We even get to wear casuals and attend classes. Cool eh,
So that's all for today. I will be updating and uploading some pictures from cousin brother's wedding soon. They are beautiful *.* I have tons of homework to catch up on. Can you believe it's just Monday today? Long way to the weekends.
Today is 21 December 2015, 3 days away to a year I have stayed in Nepal. It's so weird how quickly time pass. So many things has happened and will happen. College is good. I have made so many new friends, even close ones and best thing is that we are going to be classmates for a year and half more. Half a year has already pass. It's so hard to believe. It does not even feel like I have attended college that much, but I have. We will be having our 2nd term examinations soon. So looking forward to score really well. :D
Anyways baby is here, in Nepal. I had not expected him to return this year itself but oh well, he is here! :D I have met him twice since he arrived on 14 December. He will be returning soon on Jan 4. I wish we never have to part. LDR is kinda difficult cause I really want him to be by my side. I want him to be here whenever I need him, I want him to be here to hug, hold, kiss me. All I want is him. I am just deeply in love with him and would never want to lose him. I am already here thinking about all the possibility of spending my entire life with him. I have to say that I never felt this way about anyone else before.
But here it goes, there is always ups and downs, always misunderstandings and jealousy in relationships, it's totally normal. And we had a huge quarrel regarding this matter where I almost lost him but we are fine now. It was all my fault, I always act in a childish way and unknowingly hurt people because of my stupid actions. But I will be more careful and think 100 times before doing something. I have a massive problem, I just do not think enough. I just do things how I like and it's just selfish. Oh well, it was a huge lesson for me though. I will not do anything stupid again that I lose my soulmate. I just got lucky, but honesty, I am thankful from the bottom of my heart that Md Rai came into my life. It just feels so good and safe with him. I love him, infinity and beyond, forever and ever. I am not sure when we are meeting again but it's either Thursday or Friday.
We have mufty day on Thursday, it's a day when students from our college raises 150 rupees each to donate to the charity. We organise Talent show for students to showcase their talents and have some fun. We even get to wear casuals and attend classes. Cool eh,
So that's all for today. I will be updating and uploading some pictures from cousin brother's wedding soon. They are beautiful *.* I have tons of homework to catch up on. Can you believe it's just Monday today? Long way to the weekends.
Sunday, 6 September 2015
US fair plus day out
Yesterday, my classmates and I attended the US fair that was held at Yak and Yeti hotel early at 11am in the morning. We waited in the queue under the scorching sun for about 20 minutes until we were let in. God, the other girls were pushing us from the bad. Neha kept saying mannerless. It normal to be pushing in the micro, bus and other public places but also in the hotel? God, I wish someone would put some sense into them. If they want to study in the US then it is important to act a little more decent. If they push through people in the us, they are in trouble.
We went to various booths and collected the flyers given to us. Personally I did not find any of them that interesting, maybe because every booth were too congested and we could not have the one on one conversation due to the crowd. We also attended the presentation around 12.30pm, which was mainly about visa issues and choosing course, etc. Shreya, who was sitting beside me, started to doze off which made me laugh. I found it quite boring myself. Oops. And soon, we decided to leave as it was boring and we were starving. We had our lunch at bakery café around 2pm. Mygoodness, I only had a boiled egg and milo for breakfast. Thankfully it kept me running. After lunch, we headed to baskin robbinson for some ice cream treat, it has been forever since I had one. Yummm...
After that we went window shopping. I had no idea that Nepal had "Charles and Keith", it was okay inside, too expensive for Nepal.
I had lots of fun hanging out with the others though, I had not expected the day to turn the the way it turned out to be. It was awesome as we learnt more about ourselves and each other.
Finally babe and I talked on the phone and even video chatted. It felt like as though it has been forever since we last talked to each other. I love it when he compliments me and how he smiles and laugh at my jokes, it just feels so nice like we connect so well. Sometimes I really wish he was here, here to hug me, here to hold my hand, here to feed me. I miss him. I really hope that our relationship last forever, infinity and beyond. I just can't wait for the day I graduate and soon, get married to him, bear children, omg haha(maybe in 7 years) well, he actually wants at least 2 but told me even 1 is okay. He actually said he wants a room full of children. Oh I love him. :) I miss him bad.
We went to various booths and collected the flyers given to us. Personally I did not find any of them that interesting, maybe because every booth were too congested and we could not have the one on one conversation due to the crowd. We also attended the presentation around 12.30pm, which was mainly about visa issues and choosing course, etc. Shreya, who was sitting beside me, started to doze off which made me laugh. I found it quite boring myself. Oops. And soon, we decided to leave as it was boring and we were starving. We had our lunch at bakery café around 2pm. Mygoodness, I only had a boiled egg and milo for breakfast. Thankfully it kept me running. After lunch, we headed to baskin robbinson for some ice cream treat, it has been forever since I had one. Yummm...
After that we went window shopping. I had no idea that Nepal had "Charles and Keith", it was okay inside, too expensive for Nepal.
I had lots of fun hanging out with the others though, I had not expected the day to turn the the way it turned out to be. It was awesome as we learnt more about ourselves and each other.
Finally babe and I talked on the phone and even video chatted. It felt like as though it has been forever since we last talked to each other. I love it when he compliments me and how he smiles and laugh at my jokes, it just feels so nice like we connect so well. Sometimes I really wish he was here, here to hug me, here to hold my hand, here to feed me. I miss him. I really hope that our relationship last forever, infinity and beyond. I just can't wait for the day I graduate and soon, get married to him, bear children, omg haha(maybe in 7 years) well, he actually wants at least 2 but told me even 1 is okay. He actually said he wants a room full of children. Oh I love him. :) I miss him bad.
Thursday, 13 August 2015
6 months later, beautiful Nepal
Namaste! HELLO. Believe it or not, it has been almost 8 months since I landed in Nepal. So much has happened and I am pleased to say that I am aliveee!
Bibek was here in Nepal for over a month and we had loads of fun! We even got braces. So much for being childhood best friends haha. Thank God he was here, at least a month of my LONG holiday was occupied. Too bad he had to return :'( And then on April 25, a disaster earthquake hit Nepal! It was a Saturday, I did not really have any plans but had wanted to go out as it was boring. Later I found out that we were to go to our relative's for lunch with Sila didi's family. And soon, it had only been about less than an hour that we were there when the earth started shaking! Since, being from a non-natural disaster country, I had no idea what was happening. All I saw was that everyone started running towards the exit and my instinct told me to run as well. I was on the stairs when it started shaking vigorously and all the could hear was "Ram ram ram". I held tightly on the stairs not knowing what to do as the earth shook. My mind was blank and thought that maybe I would die today. For the next few weeks to months, we stayed outside and it was quite scary as the temors continued. It was small most of the time and big at times.
I officially started my college soon on 26th July, we went to Hyatt Regency for our orientation on the first day and I made a few new friends who are still my close dear ones till now. In class, I sit with Tamdin, she is a Tibetian Sherpa who was born in Tibet and lived in New York for a few years. She speaks English most of the time so I am really comfortable with her. She is tall! 5 ft 8 inches. She is a pretty and really nice girl, I find it easy to talk with her. Can you believe she was the girl who sat behind me during our entrance exam! Coincidence at its best. I will post the pictures up soon! :D
I have Aachal, Simran, Sankalpa, Smriti, Neha, Sudiksha and many more on the list!
Okay, now the main..I am in a relationship with a really nice guy who treats me well. We will be reaching 2 months soon :) We are on LDR (Long Distance Relationship) which is kinda sad :( But I am happy with him :D Recently he is in Nepal so we try to meet up whenever my mom lets me off and when he is free. He is returning in 9 days which makes me really sad cause I don't know when he will be coming to Nepal again. It is going to be a long wait with so much patience.
Tbh, I don't know how I started liking him. Maybe it's the way he talks, he basically explains everything so well which got me *.* For the first time, I got attracted to someone's personality and I really hope that we last as you don't meet someone you can call you soul mate everyday or any other day really. Then slowly, I fell in love with him. I am really grateful to God that I met him. He makes me feel special and it just feels so good.( I cannot express cause it is just too good to be true) We have only met for like 3 times in real life and we are planning to meet up soon! I am excited haha!
I just got home from the chowk. Met up with Ozesh Lala and Alok Pun for pani puri. :)
I will update tomorrow hopefully as I have homework to do! Weekend is just a day away :D
Bibek was here in Nepal for over a month and we had loads of fun! We even got braces. So much for being childhood best friends haha. Thank God he was here, at least a month of my LONG holiday was occupied. Too bad he had to return :'( And then on April 25, a disaster earthquake hit Nepal! It was a Saturday, I did not really have any plans but had wanted to go out as it was boring. Later I found out that we were to go to our relative's for lunch with Sila didi's family. And soon, it had only been about less than an hour that we were there when the earth started shaking! Since, being from a non-natural disaster country, I had no idea what was happening. All I saw was that everyone started running towards the exit and my instinct told me to run as well. I was on the stairs when it started shaking vigorously and all the could hear was "Ram ram ram". I held tightly on the stairs not knowing what to do as the earth shook. My mind was blank and thought that maybe I would die today. For the next few weeks to months, we stayed outside and it was quite scary as the temors continued. It was small most of the time and big at times.
I officially started my college soon on 26th July, we went to Hyatt Regency for our orientation on the first day and I made a few new friends who are still my close dear ones till now. In class, I sit with Tamdin, she is a Tibetian Sherpa who was born in Tibet and lived in New York for a few years. She speaks English most of the time so I am really comfortable with her. She is tall! 5 ft 8 inches. She is a pretty and really nice girl, I find it easy to talk with her. Can you believe she was the girl who sat behind me during our entrance exam! Coincidence at its best. I will post the pictures up soon! :D
I have Aachal, Simran, Sankalpa, Smriti, Neha, Sudiksha and many more on the list!
Okay, now the main..I am in a relationship with a really nice guy who treats me well. We will be reaching 2 months soon :) We are on LDR (Long Distance Relationship) which is kinda sad :( But I am happy with him :D Recently he is in Nepal so we try to meet up whenever my mom lets me off and when he is free. He is returning in 9 days which makes me really sad cause I don't know when he will be coming to Nepal again. It is going to be a long wait with so much patience.
Tbh, I don't know how I started liking him. Maybe it's the way he talks, he basically explains everything so well which got me *.* For the first time, I got attracted to someone's personality and I really hope that we last as you don't meet someone you can call you soul mate everyday or any other day really. Then slowly, I fell in love with him. I am really grateful to God that I met him. He makes me feel special and it just feels so good.( I cannot express cause it is just too good to be true) We have only met for like 3 times in real life and we are planning to meet up soon! I am excited haha!
I just got home from the chowk. Met up with Ozesh Lala and Alok Pun for pani puri. :)
I will update tomorrow hopefully as I have homework to do! Weekend is just a day away :D
Wednesday, 4 February 2015
Nepal, the land of Himalayas
Omg how long has it been since my latest update?! 5 months, woah...
The first I'd like to say is that I am currently living in Nepal, I moved here about a month ago on 24 December last year. Yeah, it is already 2015! Okay, so this country that I am currently living is where my ancestors and 99.9% of whole family tree has been born and raised in. That 0.01% includes my me and a few of my uncles and a little niece.(I love her so much)
Well, since being born and brought up in another country many many miles away from home, I have always been curious about the country that my parents were born and brought up in. They told me that I was lucky as I had the creature comfort and even education is luxury since they failed to receive.
Haha I was told that my mom was really fierce type of girl while she grow up, it was kinda sad that she had to get married by the age of 14, stopped education and serve her mother-in-law who is my grandmother. My grandfather from dad's side, passed away about 2 years after dad got into laure, from a cancer i guess. I don't really like talking with dad about it since it must be sad for him, like I would not want to lose my dad when I am like what? 23 years old was it? My grandfather was a Hong Kong laure they call it here which was established before the uk ko laure emerged. Some of my uncles were born and raised in hk but came back to Nepal, village after baje retired. My grandmother from dad's side is still alive until now, I think she is in her late 80s. She is such a sweetheart but kinda selfish haha. Let me tell you a little about my family's background. My grandmother is actually the 2nd wife of my grandfather and both the 1st and 2nd wife are real blood sisters. Wow, I would never want to do that to my sister or want my sister to marry my husband.
Okay so life in Nepal is kinda boring but I do get to go out sometimes.
Well, for the next few years I will be staying in Nepal and I really want to live like a local with commotion of micro, people shouting in the public transport like it's their property, having no toilet around the city and waiting until I get home to relief myself. Experiencing the cold winter and sitting in the sun. Haha did I say it in a bad manner? You know electricity and water supply here are considered as luxury! Damn, it should be basic like 24 hour supply but then again, I cannot do anything really. I will have to say that Nepal has taught me a lot. I have to wash my own clothes! I have to be more careful about my skin since the weather is different here. You have to apply lots of cream and lotions like vaseline. Ohmy, if i don't apply once within 3 days, my skin will start peeling! Just how bad is that?! I would really recommend the Vaseline petroleum jelly, it works like magic! ;)
I will be starting college soon in June. I am actually having mixed feelings since the people here are so different, the way they speak, their gestures, everything is different. Everyone is speaking Nepali all the time. I do find it weird but it's a good kind of weird. What I did not like the most about walking along the streets is that people just bang against you and they don't even say sorry oh please, they should at least have a basic antic. Well, I am not saying all but maybe about 90% of them are disrespectful. Since I have learnt well from a young age, I find myself saying sorry. I will have to say that they don't deserve my "Sorry" at all. It disgust me somehow but then again, this country is trying to improve. The goal is there but the body...nothing is planned and it just gets tougher day by day.
I can't proudly say that Nepal is progressing, another day goes by and nothing is done for the betterment of the country. I believe that I am not fully aware but I am a citizen of this country and I have the right to judge and point out the facts to where this country is heading.
The first I'd like to say is that I am currently living in Nepal, I moved here about a month ago on 24 December last year. Yeah, it is already 2015! Okay, so this country that I am currently living is where my ancestors and 99.9% of whole family tree has been born and raised in. That 0.01% includes my me and a few of my uncles and a little niece.(I love her so much)
Well, since being born and brought up in another country many many miles away from home, I have always been curious about the country that my parents were born and brought up in. They told me that I was lucky as I had the creature comfort and even education is luxury since they failed to receive.
Haha I was told that my mom was really fierce type of girl while she grow up, it was kinda sad that she had to get married by the age of 14, stopped education and serve her mother-in-law who is my grandmother. My grandfather from dad's side, passed away about 2 years after dad got into laure, from a cancer i guess. I don't really like talking with dad about it since it must be sad for him, like I would not want to lose my dad when I am like what? 23 years old was it? My grandfather was a Hong Kong laure they call it here which was established before the uk ko laure emerged. Some of my uncles were born and raised in hk but came back to Nepal, village after baje retired. My grandmother from dad's side is still alive until now, I think she is in her late 80s. She is such a sweetheart but kinda selfish haha. Let me tell you a little about my family's background. My grandmother is actually the 2nd wife of my grandfather and both the 1st and 2nd wife are real blood sisters. Wow, I would never want to do that to my sister or want my sister to marry my husband.
Okay so life in Nepal is kinda boring but I do get to go out sometimes.
Well, for the next few years I will be staying in Nepal and I really want to live like a local with commotion of micro, people shouting in the public transport like it's their property, having no toilet around the city and waiting until I get home to relief myself. Experiencing the cold winter and sitting in the sun. Haha did I say it in a bad manner? You know electricity and water supply here are considered as luxury! Damn, it should be basic like 24 hour supply but then again, I cannot do anything really. I will have to say that Nepal has taught me a lot. I have to wash my own clothes! I have to be more careful about my skin since the weather is different here. You have to apply lots of cream and lotions like vaseline. Ohmy, if i don't apply once within 3 days, my skin will start peeling! Just how bad is that?! I would really recommend the Vaseline petroleum jelly, it works like magic! ;)
I will be starting college soon in June. I am actually having mixed feelings since the people here are so different, the way they speak, their gestures, everything is different. Everyone is speaking Nepali all the time. I do find it weird but it's a good kind of weird. What I did not like the most about walking along the streets is that people just bang against you and they don't even say sorry oh please, they should at least have a basic antic. Well, I am not saying all but maybe about 90% of them are disrespectful. Since I have learnt well from a young age, I find myself saying sorry. I will have to say that they don't deserve my "Sorry" at all. It disgust me somehow but then again, this country is trying to improve. The goal is there but the body...nothing is planned and it just gets tougher day by day.
I can't proudly say that Nepal is progressing, another day goes by and nothing is done for the betterment of the country. I believe that I am not fully aware but I am a citizen of this country and I have the right to judge and point out the facts to where this country is heading.
Tuesday, 24 June 2014
Sad story to move on
So well, everyday of my life is totally boring. I don't do anything much, I don't even pick up my book to study. In this way, I do not know if I will pass my O levels this coming October. :(
I want school to resume but at the same time, it is so stressing that I want holiday instead. God, I need to pick myself up and put up my socks! So I decided that from today onwards until the end of O levels, I am going to study and put aside my phone for some time instead of having it with me every single time. :) I hope that I will be able to achieve that. I remember 4 years ago what my mama(mom's cousin brother) told me..he told me that the only way in life to ever succeed is to study and make our parents proud. I was 13 and I did not pay attention much. He passed away last year in June when I was in Nepal..as my family and I were on our way back to Dharan after a few days in Therathum. Mama had wanted to meet us in Kathmandu(ktm) when we had arrived Nepal before going Dharan but he had to study for his engineering examination so he planned to meet after we returned back but fate is a strange thing right? We did not get to meet, I could not get more of his lectures(I call it lecture as haha I was young then for it to sink into my brain) It was really sad for me as I never want anyone to actually kick the bucket. I still have the heavy heart till today,it makes me sad that I could not meet him but I guess that's what life is about. Mama is in a good place now.
Haste mama drowned in the Trisuli river of Nepal. I feel more sad for Kailash mama(his older brother) as he had lost his mother not too long ago and he had to lose his youngest brother next. I wish Haste mama had not demised, he was the top student in his college, he was the best. I cannot remember the exact date he decrease(middle of June) but he will away be in my heart to guide me to do my best for my studies and make my parents proud of what I can become. So there it is, I am going to study because he believed in me and I do not want to disappoint him. I do not know why I went through all the pain and tears in writing this but yeah, the chance of passing national examination does not come again and again. They have to wait a full year so do it once and do it well. God bless. RIP Haste mama.
I want school to resume but at the same time, it is so stressing that I want holiday instead. God, I need to pick myself up and put up my socks! So I decided that from today onwards until the end of O levels, I am going to study and put aside my phone for some time instead of having it with me every single time. :) I hope that I will be able to achieve that. I remember 4 years ago what my mama(mom's cousin brother) told me..he told me that the only way in life to ever succeed is to study and make our parents proud. I was 13 and I did not pay attention much. He passed away last year in June when I was in Nepal..as my family and I were on our way back to Dharan after a few days in Therathum. Mama had wanted to meet us in Kathmandu(ktm) when we had arrived Nepal before going Dharan but he had to study for his engineering examination so he planned to meet after we returned back but fate is a strange thing right? We did not get to meet, I could not get more of his lectures(I call it lecture as haha I was young then for it to sink into my brain) It was really sad for me as I never want anyone to actually kick the bucket. I still have the heavy heart till today,it makes me sad that I could not meet him but I guess that's what life is about. Mama is in a good place now.
Haste mama drowned in the Trisuli river of Nepal. I feel more sad for Kailash mama(his older brother) as he had lost his mother not too long ago and he had to lose his youngest brother next. I wish Haste mama had not demised, he was the top student in his college, he was the best. I cannot remember the exact date he decrease(middle of June) but he will away be in my heart to guide me to do my best for my studies and make my parents proud of what I can become. So there it is, I am going to study because he believed in me and I do not want to disappoint him. I do not know why I went through all the pain and tears in writing this but yeah, the chance of passing national examination does not come again and again. They have to wait a full year so do it once and do it well. God bless. RIP Haste mama.
Monday, 12 May 2014
Cousin getting married + my random thoughts
Hey ! Well, I am really busy these days with I don't know what. Haha. Nah, it's not really studies but I wish it was. I get distracted with other things when I want to study so that explains. :(
Studying is my first priority but it seems like I am running away from it instead of facing it. I still have a BIG dream to fulfil. And that's only gonna be realised if I study hard. But anyway, it's Monday today. The most boring day ever. Lol. Mid year Examinations is here since last Tuesday and well, I have not really been studying. I just get distracted by television and the love of my life, HANDPHONE ! Haha not really but it's something I badly need with me. So yeah..
Anyways my best housewife type cousin is getting married soon ! :D Omg, I am going crazy here. Alisha a.k.a Nitu, who have been in my life for almost my entire life, who attended nursery with me, who cried so badly when we were not classmates during nursery to getting marry. She is a year older than me, more like 6 months. I helped her to clean her room last Thursday as her would-be-husband, Uttam was to go to her room and talk with each other. OMG. Her room was so damn messy. I took us about 5 hours ! I could not study for my Chemistry paper the next day but as a cousin, I had to help. By the end of the day, everyone agreed that her room looked so much better. Alisha's dad said,"Finally, your room can breathe." Haha ! It was kinda fun but super tiring.
One thing, I did not like the most was Alisha blabbering about why I should also marry in Singapore. Damn, I had to keep on telling her to shut up cause I do not want to marry so early. I do not want to live in a life fully dependant on my husband. I would want someone who is the best, super nice, fun, funny, lovely, sweet, creative, ever-smiley(Haha is that a word ?), etc. Basically someone who loves me more than I do. Someone who I feel for. So yeah.
Okay, I will do a quick check on my social networks and play some games, take a nap and then study. It's vesak day tomorrow anyway. Yeah, I know I am procrastinating on studies but I will be on task...soon. :)
Studying is my first priority but it seems like I am running away from it instead of facing it. I still have a BIG dream to fulfil. And that's only gonna be realised if I study hard. But anyway, it's Monday today. The most boring day ever. Lol. Mid year Examinations is here since last Tuesday and well, I have not really been studying. I just get distracted by television and the love of my life, HANDPHONE ! Haha not really but it's something I badly need with me. So yeah..
Anyways my best housewife type cousin is getting married soon ! :D Omg, I am going crazy here. Alisha a.k.a Nitu, who have been in my life for almost my entire life, who attended nursery with me, who cried so badly when we were not classmates during nursery to getting marry. She is a year older than me, more like 6 months. I helped her to clean her room last Thursday as her would-be-husband, Uttam was to go to her room and talk with each other. OMG. Her room was so damn messy. I took us about 5 hours ! I could not study for my Chemistry paper the next day but as a cousin, I had to help. By the end of the day, everyone agreed that her room looked so much better. Alisha's dad said,"Finally, your room can breathe." Haha ! It was kinda fun but super tiring.
One thing, I did not like the most was Alisha blabbering about why I should also marry in Singapore. Damn, I had to keep on telling her to shut up cause I do not want to marry so early. I do not want to live in a life fully dependant on my husband. I would want someone who is the best, super nice, fun, funny, lovely, sweet, creative, ever-smiley(Haha is that a word ?), etc. Basically someone who loves me more than I do. Someone who I feel for. So yeah.
Okay, I will do a quick check on my social networks and play some games, take a nap and then study. It's vesak day tomorrow anyway. Yeah, I know I am procrastinating on studies but I will be on task...soon. :)
Monday, 23 December 2013
Novotel.
Good evening !
I have not posted anything for a while. I have started working at Novotel, which is a hotel at Clarke Quay. I still remember 2 years ago when Sajan first asked me to join, I was only 14 years old and Novotel only allowed 16 and above. I asked Kausila who is in my batch how she get to work there, she told me that she had just recently turned 16 so it means that she is 2 years older than me ! Shocked me at that point of time but well, she was born in Nepal and came to Singapore later. So back to ME working at the atmosphere of Novotel. Sajan told me to join even before N level started. I was not sure.
So on 21st of December 2013, I started my first day of work at Novotel. Since Samiksha could not make it on that day, I went with Jasu, Rebika and Jany. They worked at level 6 while I worked at level 5. Thank God, Sajan was on the same floor as me so he helped me as much as he could. Sujita was my partner but most the time, we did not need each other at all. It was like 1 person to 1 table. There was his time when it was the fish course. I had just placed the fish 3 minutes ago and Sajan went to my table to transfer the fish to a smaller plate. Right at that moment, one of the manager in red tie stared at me and well, I could only do was stared back and feel awkward. Sajan passed me the big platter to clear. As I walked only 2 steps, another black jacket took the platter from my hands, not even saying a word. Well, that's weird.
Soon the day ended and I went to level 6 to meet Jasu and the others. Since we were hungry, we made our way to Joo seng to eat. Reached home around 2am.
On the 22nd of December 2013, I went with Samiksha a.k.a Sonika or Sam. We went a little early so we had time to go to the canteen to eat but I swear the food was bad. Nothing was nice. :( Ate a little and I made bandung by myself. It was a little awkward in the canteen so we went out quickly. At first my partner was Soshin a.k.a Ashim but we had to change since both of us did not know how to serve the VIP. Therefore, my partner was changed to Sunita didi. She did VIP table as well as helped me. She was really fast. :D Karan dai and Sam helped me as well. Anup too, bring toothpick for me when I was too busy.
I had to go to the bar a couple of time and Riwaj, who was working there for the night asked me why did I leave MBS and joined Novotel. I thought I'd tell him the truth. I told him the reason and he was like,"OMG." Quickly made an exit. When I return to the bar later, the first thing he said was,"I thought you guys were really good friends ?" Well, we were but not anymore and he said,"It's hard to understand when girls quarrel."
Sam, Sanjay and I did OT until 12.30am and left at 1am. Riwaj was waiting for us at McDonalds'. On the way, Riwaj told us a fact about something scary at Novotel. Damn, it was really scary. :/ Took me ages to sleep since I was feeling scared. Woke up at 1.15pm this afternoon.
I have not posted anything for a while. I have started working at Novotel, which is a hotel at Clarke Quay. I still remember 2 years ago when Sajan first asked me to join, I was only 14 years old and Novotel only allowed 16 and above. I asked Kausila who is in my batch how she get to work there, she told me that she had just recently turned 16 so it means that she is 2 years older than me ! Shocked me at that point of time but well, she was born in Nepal and came to Singapore later. So back to ME working at the atmosphere of Novotel. Sajan told me to join even before N level started. I was not sure.
So on 21st of December 2013, I started my first day of work at Novotel. Since Samiksha could not make it on that day, I went with Jasu, Rebika and Jany. They worked at level 6 while I worked at level 5. Thank God, Sajan was on the same floor as me so he helped me as much as he could. Sujita was my partner but most the time, we did not need each other at all. It was like 1 person to 1 table. There was his time when it was the fish course. I had just placed the fish 3 minutes ago and Sajan went to my table to transfer the fish to a smaller plate. Right at that moment, one of the manager in red tie stared at me and well, I could only do was stared back and feel awkward. Sajan passed me the big platter to clear. As I walked only 2 steps, another black jacket took the platter from my hands, not even saying a word. Well, that's weird.
Soon the day ended and I went to level 6 to meet Jasu and the others. Since we were hungry, we made our way to Joo seng to eat. Reached home around 2am.
On the 22nd of December 2013, I went with Samiksha a.k.a Sonika or Sam. We went a little early so we had time to go to the canteen to eat but I swear the food was bad. Nothing was nice. :( Ate a little and I made bandung by myself. It was a little awkward in the canteen so we went out quickly. At first my partner was Soshin a.k.a Ashim but we had to change since both of us did not know how to serve the VIP. Therefore, my partner was changed to Sunita didi. She did VIP table as well as helped me. She was really fast. :D Karan dai and Sam helped me as well. Anup too, bring toothpick for me when I was too busy.
I had to go to the bar a couple of time and Riwaj, who was working there for the night asked me why did I leave MBS and joined Novotel. I thought I'd tell him the truth. I told him the reason and he was like,"OMG." Quickly made an exit. When I return to the bar later, the first thing he said was,"I thought you guys were really good friends ?" Well, we were but not anymore and he said,"It's hard to understand when girls quarrel."
Sam, Sanjay and I did OT until 12.30am and left at 1am. Riwaj was waiting for us at McDonalds'. On the way, Riwaj told us a fact about something scary at Novotel. Damn, it was really scary. :/ Took me ages to sleep since I was feeling scared. Woke up at 1.15pm this afternoon.
Monday, 9 December 2013
8th & 9th December 2013 !
8th December 2013
Dhanu didi arrived Singapore last night ! :D woke up at about 8am in the morning. I had bathe at about 2am at night. Haha it was freezing cold. Acted like it was a normal day. Mom asked me to go to Ritu boju's house. While I was walking to the lift, Dhanu didi, Sunuma and bhena with dad was walking towards me. I quickly place my palms together and greeted them namaste. They turned and looked at me and said,"Ay Saima po raicha, ko ho justo lageko." I got the stroller from boju for Sunuma and came down. It wasn't really awkward at house though. She is my didi alright. Played with Sunuma, ate my lunch and took a taxi to Gardens By The Bay from Serangoon taxi stand since I could not find any taxi around Joo Seng. Bought the tickets and waited for the others to come. They arrived in about 15 minutes. :) we went to the cloud forest first and then to flower dome.
One thing that Dhanu didi and I am alike is that we love to take pictures ! But hahah, in front of them, I did not take much pictures so they thought that I do not like to take pictures. Lol.
After that, we had a quick snack at Popeyes. Took the Singapore flyer ! 😃 Well, the weather was not good. :( It was raining so we could not really see anything much.
Went to OG after that for a little bit of shopping and back home. Dinner was at Yanjna's house. Played with Sunuma and soon, I was feeling really sleepy. I slept at around 11.30pm.
9th December 2013.
Woke up early at 7am. I swear it was really hard to actually wake up ! Mom came about 3 times and finally switched on the lights on the 4th time so that I will wake up. Washed up and got ready to see off didi, Sunuma and bhena. Their flight was at 11am but they went in at about 9.30am.
Mom and I had McDonald breakfast. Hotcakes also known as pancakes. 😋
Got home and watched dramas for a bit and soon dozed off. It was really tiring but meeting them after so many years felt so good. Especially Sunuma ! She is going to be 7 months old this 13 December. Such a cute angel. 👼😍😘❤️💕
Going to Orchard with Susmita today. :) I will update soon. 👋
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
Misunderstanding.
Dhanu Didi (Dhankumari) is coming to Singapore for transit this Saturday night with my little niece, Sunuma and her husband. So we have to tour them around Singapore on Sunday. They have been here a few times and have gone almost everywhere except for 'Gardens by the Bay', which opened last year so we will be going there. Mom is going to be super annoying for sure ! She will ask me to take pictures of her almost everywhere ! 😓
I am more excited about meeting Sunuma actually. She is going to be 7months old this month ! :D
And yeah, Sandesh(Sandy) found out about my blog. That stalker ! -.- So he knows my secrets. Oh well, nothing I can do now. Anyways good night ! 😴🌙⭐️
Thursday, 21 November 2013
Quick post.
This post is going to be a quick one. Well, my life has been quite hectic for a few weeks now but good as well. My parents has been thinking about divorce for quite some time and I am worried. Not really about me if you are wondering...I am most worried about my little brother who is just 5 years old. He has yet to receive so much from my parents and them behaving this way is just so annoying. Mom has moved out of her room(which she shared with dad) and sleeps in the living room with little brother.
On the day when they quarreled two days ago, I had just returned home and my sister told me that mom was in the toilet. Oh Lord ! Dad was quietly sitting down on him bed and acting like nothing happened. I requested mom to come out but she did not. At least for the next 15 minutes. She was quiet and still in the toilet which lead to my imagination going wild !
When she finally came out, she said that she wanted a divorce and if her children(Reshma, Hangsa and I) were to support her then we will return to Nepal after everything has been settled. Broke my heart. There is no way that I am going here. Well, it's not really a terrible country but it's just that life is so different there and the people may look down on me. I cannot write Nepali well or even read it which give them a big advantage to bully me. Okay, back to the night.
My sister started acting up crying and blaming dad and the only thing I could do was to shut her up. I was there trying my best to not let even a single tear drop and she was there making me weak. Too bad, I can control myself. I explained to them why they should not divorce. I really tried my best but they could not agree with each other. Sigh. Dad even said that we should go Nepal with mom and study there. Oh please, I feel like they want to ruin my life. This sucks. Mom started sleeping in the living room and dad just slept in their room. We just went to our rooms. I could not sleep. Well, I have terrible sleep problem these days. It takes me an hour to sleep at night and I wake up quite a few times at night. Twisting and turning. I really wonder what will happen...
Anyways I have been going work with Niraj, Yaman, Bissu, Sandesh and Kausila recently. And those 4 boys from Saint Gabriel Secondary School, also known as Gabrielites are asking me to be friend with Bwitch again. Oh come on but they gave me really good deals that I had to let a try. :) Okay, I got to go now. I will update soon about what they said.
On the day when they quarreled two days ago, I had just returned home and my sister told me that mom was in the toilet. Oh Lord ! Dad was quietly sitting down on him bed and acting like nothing happened. I requested mom to come out but she did not. At least for the next 15 minutes. She was quiet and still in the toilet which lead to my imagination going wild !
When she finally came out, she said that she wanted a divorce and if her children(Reshma, Hangsa and I) were to support her then we will return to Nepal after everything has been settled. Broke my heart. There is no way that I am going here. Well, it's not really a terrible country but it's just that life is so different there and the people may look down on me. I cannot write Nepali well or even read it which give them a big advantage to bully me. Okay, back to the night.
My sister started acting up crying and blaming dad and the only thing I could do was to shut her up. I was there trying my best to not let even a single tear drop and she was there making me weak. Too bad, I can control myself. I explained to them why they should not divorce. I really tried my best but they could not agree with each other. Sigh. Dad even said that we should go Nepal with mom and study there. Oh please, I feel like they want to ruin my life. This sucks. Mom started sleeping in the living room and dad just slept in their room. We just went to our rooms. I could not sleep. Well, I have terrible sleep problem these days. It takes me an hour to sleep at night and I wake up quite a few times at night. Twisting and turning. I really wonder what will happen...
Anyways I have been going work with Niraj, Yaman, Bissu, Sandesh and Kausila recently. And those 4 boys from Saint Gabriel Secondary School, also known as Gabrielites are asking me to be friend with Bwitch again. Oh come on but they gave me really good deals that I had to let a try. :) Okay, I got to go now. I will update soon about what they said.
Tuesday, 15 October 2013
GCE N level is over. Stay at home holiday.
Well, N level is over. Most of the papers were not that easy as I thought before stepping into the hall. Monday, 7th October was combined science. Physics was okay I suppose. I did not study for it as I was studying chemistry the day before. Chemistry was also okay since whatever I focused on did not come out. :( Like for example, 'Blast furnace'. Fraction distillation did came out but it did not carry much weightage. On the next day was Mathematics paper 1, it was not that bad since I normally get good grades for Emaths. On the 9th was Additional Mathematics paper 1. Before taking the paper, I went to Rama's birthday party as I could not decline the invitation. Most of the time, we waited for the others to arrive and I simply wasted my time. After she cut her cake at around 1.15pm, I quickly ate my lunch and the cake with Supan. She rushed me so that I will not be late for my Exam. Ain't that super sweet ? :* She even followed me to the lift and we took a picture before I left. We do not get this kind of friend easily. So I rushed home and got myself ready. It was 1.40pm when I reached the bus stop and I check the SBS Transit app, the bus was only arriving in 15 minutes. Oh no, I do not want to be late and all the taxi had to be hired at that point of time. I panicked when a taxi came to a halt, thank God ! It took around 8 minutes and I was ON TIME ! So damn relieved. The paper was very difficult. :'( I felt like crying but I did some of the questions that I knew how to do. I tried my best but I could feel my dream being shattered right in front of me. Because of that paper, I can just fail my whole N level. I am still scared as the results day will arrive one day or another. Next day was Geography and Mathematics paper 2. Mathematics was quite easy but Geography was difficult. Well, the whole secondary 4 blames our Geography teacher for it. Everyone says that she is the worse teacher. As for my opinion, I agree half way since I did not put that much effort too. Like I did not consult her when I did not understand certain things. I am terribly scared about my Geography too. :S On the last day was POA(Principles of Accounts) Well, it was not that difficult as I thought as I memorised the theories for the first time in my life ! :D Hehe might be able to get B4 or B3. And the last paper was Additional Mathematics paper 2 which was difficult. I just hope that I will be able to pass all 5 papers and get around 15-16 points for N level. I will continue to work harder. :)
Tuesday, 24 September 2013
UPDATE !
Oh well, it has been a busy week.
Let me give a summary about today. :) I went to school with Tancho(Aron) today, I met him at the bus stop and walked to school with him. We talked about our school work and national examinations. Well, he is taking GCE O level while I am taking GCE N level. He is Ordinary and I am Normal. Haha long story about that.
First and second periods was PE(Physical Education) and we had to do reflection for the first period and play whatever we want for the second. I wrote like a lot of things, haha since others were taking too long and I was bored. On the second period, i urged Meo and Chin chin to play basketball with me and Meo was super excited but Chin chin said,"Are you sure ?" She hates the sun. Lol. So we ended up playing basketball. At first we were Meo, Chin chin, Toni, Rick, Douglas, Daryl and me. Bryan and Sajan joined in later. Haha ! I totally forgot how to play basketball and was dribbling the everywhere. So we teamed into a almost fair groups. Sanjan's team consisted of Meo, Douglas, Toni while our team consisted of Chin chin, Rick, Daryl, Bryan and me. Well, everyone was alright with their teams. Byran and Sajan used to be in the school team so you can just imagine how good they are in basketball and it turns out that they are really good. It was quite good that I kept getting the ball as Bryan passed to me but there was one accident. :O I was right beside him and he was about to shoot so I just stand rooted when he used his tricks to pass to me and I had totally no idea that he was about to pass so the ball dropped right on my head. Do I look like a professional basketball player that knows tricks ? But whatever, we are cool. We continue and well, everything I tried to score, it just bounced back. God, I need to practise soon ! Maybe during the holidays with Sandesh ? :) He is really good.
As for the rest of the school lessons was just normal lessons. BORING ! Do you know that I actually did and finished my chemistry assignment in class but Mrs Lee Tan did not collect it. Omg, totally disappointed her. The others slept in class because it was too boring. After Chemistry was POA and we were given a worksheet to do and Tiffany, who sits beside me told me that I should have slept during chemistry and do POA worksheet now and I told her that I want to do both but secretly wished that I had slept since I was kinda tired after a long day. It was the last period of the day.
Went jogging with Nitu at around 6.30pm. She told me to get ready by 6.15pm and I waited 15 minutes for her. She is always late. Did some stretching exercise after I got home and bathe. Been trying to update my blog for so long but I keep getting chat from random people in Nepal. So I has been like almost an hour since I started writing this post and I am finally almost done.
GCE 'N' Levels is in 13 days time. I better start focusing in class and study. I will be busy for the next few days but I will try to update. :)
Let me give a summary about today. :) I went to school with Tancho(Aron) today, I met him at the bus stop and walked to school with him. We talked about our school work and national examinations. Well, he is taking GCE O level while I am taking GCE N level. He is Ordinary and I am Normal. Haha long story about that.
First and second periods was PE(Physical Education) and we had to do reflection for the first period and play whatever we want for the second. I wrote like a lot of things, haha since others were taking too long and I was bored. On the second period, i urged Meo and Chin chin to play basketball with me and Meo was super excited but Chin chin said,"Are you sure ?" She hates the sun. Lol. So we ended up playing basketball. At first we were Meo, Chin chin, Toni, Rick, Douglas, Daryl and me. Bryan and Sajan joined in later. Haha ! I totally forgot how to play basketball and was dribbling the everywhere. So we teamed into a almost fair groups. Sanjan's team consisted of Meo, Douglas, Toni while our team consisted of Chin chin, Rick, Daryl, Bryan and me. Well, everyone was alright with their teams. Byran and Sajan used to be in the school team so you can just imagine how good they are in basketball and it turns out that they are really good. It was quite good that I kept getting the ball as Bryan passed to me but there was one accident. :O I was right beside him and he was about to shoot so I just stand rooted when he used his tricks to pass to me and I had totally no idea that he was about to pass so the ball dropped right on my head. Do I look like a professional basketball player that knows tricks ? But whatever, we are cool. We continue and well, everything I tried to score, it just bounced back. God, I need to practise soon ! Maybe during the holidays with Sandesh ? :) He is really good.
As for the rest of the school lessons was just normal lessons. BORING ! Do you know that I actually did and finished my chemistry assignment in class but Mrs Lee Tan did not collect it. Omg, totally disappointed her. The others slept in class because it was too boring. After Chemistry was POA and we were given a worksheet to do and Tiffany, who sits beside me told me that I should have slept during chemistry and do POA worksheet now and I told her that I want to do both but secretly wished that I had slept since I was kinda tired after a long day. It was the last period of the day.
Went jogging with Nitu at around 6.30pm. She told me to get ready by 6.15pm and I waited 15 minutes for her. She is always late. Did some stretching exercise after I got home and bathe. Been trying to update my blog for so long but I keep getting chat from random people in Nepal. So I has been like almost an hour since I started writing this post and I am finally almost done.
GCE 'N' Levels is in 13 days time. I better start focusing in class and study. I will be busy for the next few days but I will try to update. :)
Saturday, 14 September 2013
Finally a new post.
I have so much a update about but I do not have much time since national examination starts in 2 days, actually less than that. Okay so a brief summary.
The cupcakes for teacher's day did not look that good as I thought it would be. It must be because of the oven but still, it tasted good enough and that's what we should aim for. Melody's house was a little cramp and can you believe it that the flat was actually two flats, it's just that the wall was broke to make it into a flat. Super cool.
We had to rush from school to her house and I had to go tuition and back to Melody's house. Got home at about 7.30pm. The wrapping was nicely done by me and small heart shapes made out of straw was pasted on it by Melody's sister. It was really sweet of her to help us. :)
The next day was a rush as we had 20 cupcakes in our hands and we had to find the teachers and give it to them. Many of them were happy. :) Yay !
And so September holiday starts. It's Saturday today and well, it seems like the holiday just zoomed past since I had been a little busy going around places.
Went over to Micshang's on Friday to cook dinner with Alisha, Sharon, Alan, Reshma and Micshang. :)
We made pasta, chicken stew and cake ! It was delicious. 😋
My Saturday is always a tuition day.
Went to the Changi fishery on Sunday ! :) It was a great experience. Aunties call it "Macha charne" which means freeing the fishes. It is a kinda Buddhist culture. We went there, burn sticks and stuck it on the fruits. Places the rice on the table while the big lama chanted. Later, they went over to a school of fishes and threw the rice to feed the fishes. We also had to throw it. The fishes were overwhelmed as they jumped to get the rice. We had three boats and 170.6kg of fishes was divided into three and placed on the boats. As we reached the middle of the sea, we had to throw the fish into the sea, freeing them. When I was about to throw, in my mind I said, "for my family" and freed the fish. It was a great experience. 👍
On Wednesday, I went to school in the morning for Mr Ng lessons. Chin chin waited for me and we were like an hour late. Actually we thought we can go at any time so yeah but he did not mind. Got home and followed mom to the Changi General Hospital. Later, I went jogging with Alisha.
Monday, 2 September 2013
Strange dream + No reply..
Had a really hard time waking up for school day. And so you know what I dreamt of last night ? A girl who used to live in GC last time but had moved to USA 2 years ago...well, it seemed that I went to USA and planned to meet her and we met, soon we become BFF. Omg, I have never talked to her my whole life except once when there was some misunderstanding and I feel like she hates me. Later, she introduced me to her boyfriend who turned out to be a ex-boyfriend of my cousin, Alika.(She is not my real cousin but she addressed me in that manner the first time we chatted)
Oh well and soon after my alarm clock that I set on my phone, rang ! I do not know why I dreamt of them. It's weird.
Anyways school was normal. English supplementary sucks...Mr Ho did not even stay in class and we did nothing at all for 2 hours. Might as well had gone home and did something productive.
Headed to nex after supplementary ended. We dismissed ourselves from the class. See ! Extra classes are such a waste of precious time. 😞
We bought all the ingredients needed to bake and returned home. :) We took over 2 hours to shop since we did not really know where the items were located but the board above every row of shelves helped a lot. That's all for today.
That sums up my day then. :)
Good night ! 😴🌙⭐
Friday, 30 August 2013
30 August 2013 !
Ah well, it's Friday ! I got mom to agree to sleep in the living room with me until dad arrives around 25th September, so woke up early at 6.10am. Haha not that early actually. Umm...ate a lot. That's what I do everyday. Banana, milo powder, walnuts, almond and Gulab jamun. Omg, it's a sin. So I decided not to eat anything in school but I did ! A LOT in fact ! There was a mini racial food day so we just had to answer questions and get a coupon to the stall. Tried the Indian first. I even made Dosai, Indian food ! :D
Well, there was these big black pan that the Indian uses to cook foods such as roti prata, paper Dosai and etc. one of the Indian teacher instructed me what to do and I swear the first side of the Dosai was perfectly cooked. 😍
After Mdm Ausha folded it and placed in the plate, I went to Mr Raj to get some curry. When I handed him the plate and said that I made it by myself, he was impressed and asked me what was the experience like. The first time that came to my mind was that the pan was very hot, I could feel the radiation. Mr Raj then said, so Saima how do you feel for the people who have to made this everyday. I got speechless at first and said that it must be hard for them. He laughed. The Dosai was good ! 👍 The Malay food next ! All the kuehhh ! 😍 As for the Chinese food was moon cakes. The others did not like it but I kinda liked it, not like it was really nice. Okay okay.
Movie date was cancelled since Chin chin's sister did not allow. Mom made pani puri at Ananta's house. :D
Went jogging with Alisha. :)
Dinner with Susmita Wanem's family. Rice with fish and vegetables. :) Had a long chat with them after a long time. They are very nice but the most annoying part was when baje kept on saying that he will find me a guy to marry by next year. Omg, he is crazy. And my mom said once I reach 21 and a guy comes home to ask for my hand in marriage, she will give me readily. Omg, I almost got crazy. Haha I only want to get married around 23-25 years old so yeahhh, they cannot force me.
Pictures. :)
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